Ini adalah Dunia

Aku punya mimpi.karena aku berimajinasi.maaf. Apa aku salah karena mimpi dan impianku? aku belum mampu untuk mewujudkan semua itu dan akhirnya aku bermimpi. Apa imajinasiku akan menggagu hidup kalian? atau bahkan menghancurkan? Aku minta maaf atas itu semua. Aku berusaha untuk punya mimpi dan mewujudkannya tanpa orang lain. Sekarang aku hanya seorang remaja awal yang umur pun tak sampai 17.aku manusia 13 tahun, aku baru mengenal dunia jangan salahkan aku jika aku punya mimpi besar. kini aku mengalah untuk mengubah sifat dasar ku, aku berusaha untuk tumbuh jadi sosok yang sempurna walau aku bukan terlahir di lingkungan yang sempurna. Semua butuh proses, ketika aku mulai tumbuh, kalian katakan aku egois aku berusaha untuk mengubahnya aku cari semua kekurangan ku untuk menumbuhkan jiwa yang kuat. Hidupku adalah prinsip Ketika semua mengejek mimpiku.aku diam. Mereka dekat tapi mereka tidak menghargaiku. Bahkan tak ada usaha untuk membantuku hanya segelintir orang yang melakukanya Terimakasih kepada mereka Dan karena semua ini aku berusaha untuk berhasil tanpa ada bayang bayang siapapun kelas aku ingin berdiri dengan tegak menopang kehidupan sendiri tanpa bantuan aku ingin berhasil tanpa harus merasa berutang budi pada siapapun kecuali bunda :). Aku akan buktikan bahwa dunia bisa di taklukan walau bermula dari mimpi kecil, Aku sosok pemimpi yang bermimpi untuk untuk masa depan walau bermimpi aku bertindak bukan menunggu !

Longingly

Now I am standing alone in the room. room yeah I just know it's a room. Where is it? I don't know . its bright but seems very dark. I wanna scream. I miss my old life, when we were together. Its like i am the one people in the world with nothing. Somebody I need you. I feel lonely. With or without smile its same I still feel lonely. I try to smile.I can! Of course just smile, easy right?because it i try to smile. To show everybody I am good. just cover not my heart. I sit in the corner of the room to see you smiling. It makes my heart feels abstract and I like it. Thanks for someone there In the longingly I still can see a nice smile from you ;;)

One day :)

sometimes i want to be a strong girl, who's can prevent their tears came out. i want when i get a problem i can handle it without tears and without somebody behind me. i want i can standing alone without others without tears and without complaint. one day i want to be a super woman different from other. yeah maybe now half of all my friends say about me. i am so patient and strong after a boy allready hurts my heart, i still smile,laugh and never cry in front of them. but in my heart i ill i cry i scream but i don't want somebody knows about my feeling i just want somebody look me so good, i don't care when somebody judge me because it's me it's my life not you. so it however i want. I wish someday i can be like that :)

Photo qoute's made by me .

SevenL :)

SevenL :) My first destination when my foot was walked in my new school,JHS 1. No one I known when I entered my class,I am shy and really nervous. But I am really really happy :) I can attend my new class as a new student :) get new situation :) new friend :) . I still remember when I got first friend,her name is Lifiannisa Maudy :D. After that I known all the name of my friends in class :D. And the sweetest moment when....when I.... aaaaaa! I get crush on two boys o.o all my friends just know i put crush on one boy, I am really keep my secret until now ;). He doesn't even know :p And now is time for us to say good bye friends :) thanks for laughed,smiled and anything :D . I am really can not all the beautifull moment with you all :D. You are my bestie :) wish that we will meet again, one day :) . My mouth say goodbye, but my heart doesn't real mean it. You will not be forgetten :) Keep us memories until you all died. BYE~
*SEVENL*

My Life Now

 I feel my life now, its very complete . I have many bestfriend,family . I can laugh whenever I want So different when you leave me, I feel down -_- and every time I spend to remember you. Aarrr. I fell very very regret with my big mistake ever I do, it is ever cry just because you-_-. JUST BECAUSE YOU ! A people who never really care to me. Oke I will forget and try to be better, I can look like now, because I have a new life, its better than previous, I get anything is more perfect than previous too, because it I can smile  . But, I look you not as happy as me :D . Why ? Haha . You feel guilty ? Regret ? . Its late-_-. I get maybe,much people , but you get ? One people. Yuhuu, its own way . Congrats ;)  now you can get her, wish you will be a faithfull boyfriend to her 
             

When my feeling is down. I have more people beside me, give me spirit and support to me. Its my family  maybe I lost you, but you must know. I have many people care to me. My family  they love to me its won't ever change and never stop . Not like you, just love my cover and when you get a new who's more beautiful than me, you choose her. Your promise, your love just bullshit ! . But now, my love to you can I stop. Just need one month to forget you. Why its so easy ? Cause now I hate you. I can erase your name in my heart . Thanks to my bestfriend who always beside me, and always give me a nice smile. (Lanjut ke indonesia ajadeh biar orang yang gua maksud ngerti. :p) makasih buat kaka kakaan gua , kakip  . Udah sering dengerin gua marah marah tentang masalah ini itu, orang yang bisa  ngubah pemikiran gua jadi tenang  . Katakata kaka emang kadang bisa bikin gua ngefly *eaea. Makasih sering jujur tentang sifat sifat gua di pm lo. :p walaupun ga pernah ngaku wk. Ghwdvbd :p.Buat simfavid makasih yaaa udah sering buat gua ketawa. Walaupun kita sering banyak masalah gua seneng punya kalian :') . Makasih, jangan pernah berubah kaya dia (ea) ya . Hehe~

Bye :'(

When you said "now nothing special between us" I am very sad, with all my tears. for the first I cry because you. uhm, maybe now I see really good. but you must know, I ill. but i wont show it in front of you. I still like you, but I think you dont. Now, you already get a girl more better than me :D bye~ maybe so hard to forget all the beautiful with you, for the first I will often sad. but it make me stronger . thanks for you, already entered my life. you make me feel like now :') i wish i can meet a boy like you, maybe i hope him wont lie to me like you :p .
oke, i think we never like an enemy . but ? now we really like an enemy . you do everythings to little ruin my life. thanks, so thanks. i just sad now you look so different you so arrogant make your friend beside you dont like with you or maybe little hate you -,-
oke, well. from now i will forget. maybe so hard to move on but i'll try ;)

One Hundred word to you :o

"You said you never left me alone. But now ? you have fun with her ;) . poor me-_-"
"You are pickpocket, you stole my smile. After that you give it to another girl. oh ? THANKS !.-."
"When I lost you (a people who care to me). I think i lost everythings.But i am really wrong I can get more people who really care to me ;)"
"As you know. some time i cry because you. but you ?? cry because her . :')"
"You said everythings to made my heart bigger, but now ? you do every thing to hurt my heart. so different are you, right ?"
"Now you never show your face in front of me. Why ? oh! maybe you feel very guilty and shy after you hurt me. I hope like that :D"
"Are you realize your mistake ? as fast as is better."
"As you know i wont show my tears in front of you. I will show how I am really good now. Maybe, after you left me"
"Forgive you? It wont-,-"
"A last boyfriend change into enemy :3 wew"
"I find a honesty ;

 

The Party :D

My Birthday, My Wish :)

Hey :) back to me . sebenernya udah dari hari gua ulangtahun pengen banget nge posting, tapi sayang :( waktu itu gua stress berat ngurusin persiapan buat tampil pensi (curcol) haha-_-
okeoke. masih inget ga 'Wish List' yang gua buat ? hem. surprisenya.. itu semua hampir terkabul :D oye. tapi mungkin ada yan gagal .well,
First Wish gua yaitu : Canon EOS 1000D , terkabul sih walaupun gak sepenuhnya hak milik gua-_- dan juga beda tipe.
Second : Make over bedroom full purple. oyeah ini yang paling menarik bagi gua. soalnya kamar jadi ga ngebosenin kaya dulu :D:D
Third : Big Bear . woah. i got it !
yaaa~ walaupun saat itu hampir semua nya terkabul, satu yang gagal . "My last wish" a longlast with my bf. the wish is end in 30th just 3 days from my birthday. oh, so bad -___- . tapi ternyata bukan cuma itu, now we really like an enemy ! ooh, suram.-. awalnya gua juga gamau jadiin dia musuh. tapi gua ngerasa ada sesuatu yang beda saat itu, yang dia bilang alesannya .. (aduh maaf jadi curhat deh) *lanjut* mamahnya marah pas ketauan dan dia ga berani ngelawan. sampe sekarang gua percaya itu, jadi jangan ngira gua nuduh lo modus ya ;) gua cuma ga suka pas detik terakhir hubungan kita lo lagi asik asik an 'aku kamuan' 'kaka kakaan' 'ganteng-cantikan' sama cewe lain. cuma itu-,- kalaupun ga ada kejadian itu senyum gua masih ada buat lo . gua bukan tipe orang yang gampang ngelupain masalah, beda sama lu yang selalu ngegampangin masalah. so, sampe sekarang susah buat bilang iya atas maaf lo ke gua . terlebih saat dulu lo udah cuek banget sama gue, pas kenal cewe itu, as you know I am really hurt, but i wont show it, i need that out from your lip :) saat lo ngucapin ulang tahun juga,gua ga liat ada ketulusan yang gua liat cuma seakan akan lo mau bilang "lo itu ngerepotin" gua tahan . kenapa ? gua pengen bisa ngucapin ulang tahun ke lo dengan cara terbaik gue, gua cuma gamau lo kecewa kaya gua dulu . okeoke. stop ngegalau nya.
maaf juga curhatan gua terlalu nyampah. tapi buat kamu, aku harap kamu baca~